Friday, May 31, 2013

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

Sometimes you make me happy, sometimes you make me sad. Some days you make me angry, next  you make me love you so bad. You're someone who I hate, yet love so much at the same time. It's confusing whether I want or need you in my life at times.

Im not too certain if you're the guy that i wanna stay with for the rest of my life. Im not too sure if you're the right one for me, but all i know now is that it really tears me apart to realise how many times i keep getting the same treatment from the different people i tried being with. Same old mistakes, just different guys.

I dont want history to repeat.

It hurts to know that one point of time, someone who you once meant the world to, could just pretend you've never existed in their lives in just a split second. But it hurts even more to realise that no matter how much pain they brought you through, they are still the ones you care for the met. at the end of the day. How we always want what we cant have, and how we always choose to stay for the one good reason and not leave for the uncountable flaws that special someone has?

Still trying to find the answers to all these questions.

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